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When You Feel Cut Off from God

April 10, 2016 • Life for Leaders

In my alarm I said,
“I am cut off from your sight!”
Yet you heard my cry for mercy
when I called to you for help.

Psalm 31:22

 

Road sign "slow down"Have you ever felt far away from God? Perhaps your life was going along wonderfully, right according to plan. Then, without warning, everything started to fall apart. You lost your job. Or you were diagnosed with cancer. Or your spouse asked for a divorce. Or . . . you name it. In desperation, you cried out to God, but it felt as if God didn’t hear you or didn’t care if he did hear.

Psalm 31:22 reminds us that when we feel cut off from God, not only will God be merciful to us, but also we should slow down and remember that God is rich in mercy. God promises to be with us always.

 

How did you respond in that moment of apparent disconnection from God? Perhaps you did as David reports in Psalm 31:22: “In my alarm I said, ‘I am cut off from your sight!’ Yet you heard my cry for mercy when I called to you for help.”

I love this verse, but not for the reasons you might suppose. Yes, I am glad God heard David’s cry and answered his call. This reminds me that God does indeed hear us when we cry out to him. Moreover, David’s cry for mercy assumes that God is, indeed, “rich in mercy” (see Ephesians 2:4). This explains why God responded positively to David even when David doubted God’s presence.

What I love most about Psalm 31:22, however, is David’s open admission, “In my alarm I said, ‘I am cut off from your sight!’” Why do I love this? Partly because it’s so darn honest. Here is David, the man after God’s own heart, who is freely admitting that, in fear, he said that which he should have known was not true. Not only did David doubt God, but also he admits it. He admits it to himself, to God, and through the psalm, to us. Such honesty impresses me and encourages me to be truthful when I am struggling in my faith.

I also love the connotation of the phrase “In my alarm.” The Hebrew word chafaz, translated here as “alarm” can mean “fear.” But it can also mean “hurry.” It reveals a tight association between fear and rushing. When I think of times in my life when I felt cut off from God, times when I wondered if God had turned his back on me, almost inevitably I was impatient. I was rushing to judgment. I was demanding that God act on my hurried timetable. Thus, when I found time to step back, to reflect, and to pray – when I stopped hurrying – my fear began to subside. I began to see God’s presence in my life, that which I had overlooked in my fearful scrambling.

Psalm 31:22 reminds us that when we feel cut off from God, not only will God be merciful to us, but also we should slow down and remember that God is rich in mercy. God promises to be with us always.

QUESTIONS TO CONSIDER:

Have you ever felt cut off from God? When? Why?

Have you ever felt panic when it seemed as if God had forgotten you?

What helps you to slow down, so that you might remember God’s mercy and become attentive to his presence?

PRAYER:

Gracious God, you know how many times I have been just like David. Bad things happen in my life and I become fearful that you have distanced yourself from me, even cut me off. I rush to judgment and my heart fills with fear. Forgive me, Lord, for doubting you.

Help me, dear Lord, to trust your presence even when I can’t sense it. Help me to slow down, to stop hurrying, to wait upon you, to reflect on your mercy and faithfulness.

Thank you, gracious God, for reaching out to me even when I doubt you. Thank you for your extraordinary mercy and amazing grace. Amen.

 

An earlier version of this devotion appeared at The High Calling. It is used with permission under a Creative Commons license.

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3 thoughts on “When You Feel Cut Off from God

  1. james says:

    hi for about 10 years i have felt bound with spiritual ties . they seem to prevent me from feeling the love of God . how do i break these ties, its not all bad these ties have helped me focus my mind and clean up my act . i have also managed to set up a business and be a responsible dad . but joy is still missing .

  2. Mark Roberts says:

    James, thanks for your honesty here. I wish we could sit down and chat. For now, let me simply say two things. First, it all rests on God’s grace through Christ, which is there for your no matter what. Second, I would encourage you to be in fellowship with at least another brother in Christ, maybe a small group, where you could honestly share your struggles and get folks to pray for you and support you regularly. This is an inadequate answer, but it’s a beginning. Blessings to you, James.

  3. nece says:

    Hi
    I grieved the Holy Spirit and easily let condemnation eat me up.I then started to weaken in the faith and one day I felt the Holy spirit depart from me and my heart become Harder than hard soo since then .I feel I lost him the Holy Spirit bible talks about proud comes before the FALL well I fell deep now no matter what I do I cant seem to repent its feels like its in the flesh I am afraid there is no chances for me.I guess I will not debate weather salvation is taken or not but I feel far from God and I miss him so much

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