A Suffering Shepherd

By Rev. Tim Yee

May 12, 2019

The LORD is my shepherd…

Psalm 23:1a


Yesterday I began by highlighting David’s allusion to a Kingly Shepherd, Yahweh, who provides care and provision from the beginning of life to the end of one’s life, thus making it a Psalm for living every day under the watchful eyes of God our King.

Iranian shepherd walking with sheepA Christian cannot help read Psalm 23 without thinking about Jesus who said, “I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.” (John 10:11). Jesus as shepherd not only captured all the royal connotations associated with this role, but also captured the suffering and humility that was prophesied for him as Messiah.

Growing up as a child in the Evangelical church, I seemed to have missed the images of Jesus as a shepherd who endured suffering and death for humanity. I didn’t grow up with images of Jesus as a shepherd who withstood the attacks of thieves and wolves (John 10:10-11). It seemed like images of a suffering Jesus were reserved for Good Friday exclusively, while the rest of the days we focused on pictures of Jesus smiling and welcoming children (Google “Jesus with children”) or holding a sheep in one arm or around his neck (Google “Jesus shepherd”).

Don’t get me wrong; I am still comforted by many of these wonderful images of Jesus holding sheep and welcoming children. But the result was that I didn’t foster an accurate picture of Jesus being strong amidst adversity, fighting off attacks to secure the safety of his sheep. Philip Yancey speaks of his own experience: “…I recalled the Sunday school image of Jesus that I grew up with: someone kind and reassuring, with no sharp edges at all—a Mister Rogers before the age of children’s television” (The Jesus I Never Knew, p. 13).

Like Yancey, the Jesus I grew up with was kind of a sweater-vest Jesus: conservative, straight-laced and certainly not doing anything so disruptive as to get himself crucified! But the Good Shepherd is anything but tame and certainly didn’t live life to avoid pain and suffering. The picture I get of Jesus as I read Psalm 23 (and the Gospels) is one of a brave shepherd who leads a suffering people through dark valleys, securing people with love so they can do justly, love mercy and walk humbly with Yahweh (Micah 6:8). I hope this picture of the Suffering Shepherd both comforts you amidst challenges and confronts you to be a better leader.

Something to Think About

On this Mother’s Day can you recognize the sacrificial love of Jesus in a mother you know personally or a mother-figure you know of?

Jesus uses the image of a mother hen to describe his leadership and shepherding heart for his children (Luke 13:34).

Maya Angelou says, “Love heals. Heals and liberates. I use the word love, not meaning sentimentality, but a condition so strong that it may be that which holds the stars in their heavenly positions and that which causes the blood to flow orderly in our veins.” (Mom and Me and Mom, x)

Something to Do

In all fairness to Mister Rogers—sweater and all—he was quite the radical Jesus follower. Watch this video of Mister Rogers and Officer Clemons putting their feet together in a pool. How is Mister Rogers radically demonstrating what it’s like to follow the Good Shepherd?


Forgive me for having such a small picture of who you really are, Jesus. You are the Good Shepherd who laid down his life for me. You are strong, courageous and always the protector of the weak. You love me regardless of if I’m weak or strong.

How easily I can forget how much you endured in order to show me love and to offer me a way of life that would make sense of the suffering. Teach me how to take a risk, to show love to someone and to be brave today knowing that I am secure under your care.

I want to be a leader that lives unafraid because I know you are with me and will never leave me. Thank you for being a shepherd willing to suffer to bring me and the world the fullness your goodness, from now and into eternity. Amen.


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Rev. Tim Yee

Contributor Emeritus & Pastor

Rev. Tim Yee is Pastor of Union Church of Los Angeles, a 100-year-old church in downtown L.A.’s Little Tokyo District where he serves a diverse church of professionals, internment camp survivors, artists and homeless. He serves on the Board of Union Rescue Mission where he leads the P...

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